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hello people! today i was, TOTALLY forced to finish up my homework. :(
and now i feel like cryin.

YUNA- HERE BY ME

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me...
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YUNA-DEEPER CONVERSATION

Is your favourite colour blue?
Do you always tell the truth?
Do you believe in outerspace?
And I'm learning you

Is your skin as tanned as mine?
Does your hair flow sideways?
Did someone took a portion of your heart?
And I'm learning you

And if you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

I let my guard down for you
And in time you will too

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

If you don't mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And Everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I'd love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me

4x
Deeper Conversation
Let me

Title: Ku Katakan Dengan Indah by Peter Pan (i prefer the yuna version!)
Ku katakan dengan indah
,dengan terbuka,
hati ku hampa
Sepertinya luka,
menghampirinya

Kau beri rasa,
yang berbeda
,mungkin ku salah,
mengartikannya,
yang ku rasa cinta

Tetapi hati ku,
selalu meninggikan mu,
terlalu meninggikan mu,
selalu meninggikan mu

[Chorus]
Kau hancurkan hati ku, hancurkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu
Kau terangi jiwa ku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan, hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu

Tetapi hati ku,selalu meninggikan mu,
terlalu meninggikan mu,
selalu meninggikan mu

Membuat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Membuat ku merasakan yang t’lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri
Kau buat ku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi
Kau buat ku merasakan yang t’lah terjadi
Semua yang terbaik dan yang terlewati
Semua yang terhenti tanpa ku akhiri

Tetapi hati ku,selalu meninggikan mu,
terlalu meninggikan mu,selalu meninggikan mu...

Kau hancurkan hati ku, tak tertahan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu
Kau terangi jiwa ku, kau redupkan lagi
Kau hancurkan hati ku, ‘tuk melihat mu

[Chorus]

(kau hancurkan hati ku, hancurkan lagi)
(kau hancurkan hati ku, tuk melihat mu)

[Chorus]

Ohhh… Hooo~oooo… Ooouu…Melihatmu…
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somehow, i like this song. It means so much to me.
Im not jiwang like; OVER, so mark that.
IT just gave me the feeling. :D

ps: italic words: where it means the most to me. :D

Hello people!
I just had my barbeque.
AWESOME!
We had steaks and chicken wings,
sausages and shrimps on th little grill that
could fall down any minute.
But still, it was delicious!
did i mention i tried to grill the banana too? XD
I promised to Aida I wont gain wait after the barbeque.
Havent check the scales yet.
Cant deny it, I DID ate like a monster. XD
Its funny everytime i eat ice cream
my mouth are super covered in chocolate sauce.
But today it was covered with blackpepper sauce tho.
We watched the 'Click' on AXN. haha. it was
funny at first, funnier in the mid, the sad, and sadder,
and then a bit touching. :D
sisters are watching the '[REC]' movie.
IT IS SUPER SCARY! im too scared too watch.
haha, thats that, toodles!

heh, im blogging in the dark alone, the others are watchin '[REC]'
*shaaa shaa*

bosan. nothing to do.

oh.. homeworkss. darn it.

i hate my clumsy acts.

tonight, i tripped over some wires,

and the laptop fell down, landing on the tiles.

the printer punya usb.

darn it. benci betul.

ugh, im so blamed over.

its not my fault im clumsy ryte?

so what the heck?

scabies freak.

benci benci!

if i had a dark room for myself, i'll hide in there, cry out my lungs, and swear you to death.

darn msn!

I cant even sign in. I miss aina n aida so much.

so currently i'll just use my yahoo.

DARN FUCKIN MSN

Hello people. Nothing much to say rather than the hot burning of hatred. Went to school around 7.30. Yea, Nothing to do pagi pagi than hang out with the sagas having their latihan, eh? haha. Yea, I malas nak bawak baju around, so i stinked myself, to be honest. XD And you know what? I feel like going back in time and make the lesson 'History' never ever existed. You should probably have the same idea. Because If u dont, ur not human. XD kidding...
Im supposed to explain How Raffles got Singupura at the 1st place. And what do i care about this Raffles guy? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!
History go away, We dont like you,
Why is there ever history,
for its making my head go POOF. ;)

Hello! Im so bored so i decided to blog like crazy. ahaha. :D
Well tons of homeworks un finished, and did i tell you how much i hated math??!! Gahh!

Ignore those scumbaggy homeworks. Look! i drew this :D its so cute! i think i fell in love hahaXD


btw, do you think i should finish my homeworks? :O

Hello people! I love you! haha. As you see i got a new blog template now. its blue babeyh! wah! I think i got a LITTLE bitty bit of amnesia today. I keep forgetting what day it is. Then i remembered qina's birthday, so its 18th. and i remembered its sunday, so tomorrow's monday. Ah. yaaa. homeworks! Darn it. Having my yoghurt ryte now. ;)
Umhh, well, its 18th, then its gonna be 20th, then 30th.....
31st january-doomsday
I'll keep that in mind :D

hello. I loo----ve marshmallows. oh whadda heck am i blabbering now? I do not know why, but i feel like eating tons of marshies. lo---ve marshies. Went to the night market today, and i saw a man selling out candies and goodies! my eyes caught on the marshmallow, yeah. :)

Abah: so... nak beli apa ek?

me: umm abahh...

Abah: apa?

me: -gu-la-gu-la---

Abah: heh! sweets? at late night? Be mature!

me: ....

Abah: Jap, abah gi beli char kuey teow kay.

me: okayyyyyy

A few moments after that...

Abah: okay, buah dah beli, food dah beli.. lagi?

me: gu-la-gu-la-----

Abah: heishh! dah malam2 nih! toksah lah!

me: Oggggghhheeerrgh (its shud be moaning)

Abah: cepatlah abah nak balik.

me: Eh abah, Abahhh!!

Abah: apa? jumpa apam balik ke?

me: huda nak tuuuuu.....

Abah: huh?

me: gula-gu-laaaaaaa

Abah: BALIK!

i sulked lah lepas tu. dying nak marshies. but still, im a live :D

hello. im sick today. actually, i've been kinda ill a week ago, but I didnt care, and now it got worse. :"( sad... Im not going to school today, i've nothing to do, but something bugs me a lott. Like i've forgotten sumthing. And im clueless. : O seriously. and im home alone right now, scared..... helppp~ not hungry, homeworks, hmm, ive got tons, but i dont feel like it. so.. what bugs me actually? :(

Jouhou akito is a freshman. :D a cute one. That day yoh kinda broke haruna's heart (a bitttt) Then akito's sister, I call her jouhou (surname) Is a fcking biatch! Who does she think she is? no one would dare look at ur ugly face even if u got scholarships and blahbieblah!!!! She said mean things to yoh and Haruna, then liked, have feelings for Yoh, messed up with his phone, secretly use Yoh's phone to ask Haruna fer a breakup. GO DIE!!! and then, changed haruna's cell number (in yoh's phone) to hers! And she imitated haruna's voice, asked for a breakup too. Yoh and Haruna is super clueless!!!! Poor couple. :"( Jouhou go die! She even made yoh CRY!!!!!!!!

kick jouhou's butt!

Sekolah la. Tiring. Enough said kan? I'll be on latihan sukan every rabu. :o Tiring jugak. Sometimes I talked to myself. like, kenapa 2009 punya beg berat ek? taun lepas ok ok jee. oh, ya. Its about the azam 2009; Not to leave any book. Tahun lepas beg saya kempis maa. haiiihhh. All hands used masa bawak beg. :"( I said: Mom, please urut me. please..... mak said: unless u urut me first lahh. And then i urut her, and she fell asleep and buat dono. :'( I live a miserable life. Abah said: Life will be miserable sometimes, because its LIFE. face it. If your life aint ever miserable, you must be imagining heaven already lahh. :( huuuuuuu. heavennnnnnn. :"(
i'll post more soon okay? :'(
love you :3

SORRY. I havent been blogging fer sumtime.
balike kampun mann.
And guess what?
I thought of deleting this blog, since ada some uninvited person tengok2.
Yeah,, i really shud log out more. malas ahh
I changed my mind :D
Guess what?
Im a ketua keceriaan lah weyyy!!!
:D Im a happy happy larry and a happy happy mary!
That rhyme was from the cartoon 'Fairly Odd Parents'
im so happy. :D

First day of school. sucks. SERIOUSLY.
one of the most tiring day, like, EVERRR!
having my yoghurt ryte now.
So I arrived around... 12.30? And then say;
"Hai! what class are you in man?" like that.
and a lot of other "Hi!" greetings.
Class teacher. Ustz Siti Badariah.
Oh myyyyyy. 1st day of school homework. Maths. Integers.
You know it sucks, so talk to me.
you know what made my day worse, like hell?
We got all the darn texts today. OHMYYYY.
it rained a little. I got in the car all tired. like, "Oh bummer lah."
found out the seatbelt socket x ada.
so pretend im wearing one by pulling it hard aside fer 30 minutes.
Anyway, who made that damn rule that says;
"2009, pengguna yang tidak memakai seatbelt akan dikenakan denda sebanyak RM 300."
SHIT betol.
Masuk bilik je DIe terus in my dreams after all that tiring torture.
And itsgonna go on fereverrr.

OHHH MYYYYYYYY

SAVE THOSE INNOCENT SHARKS FROM THOSE FCKING MERCILESS PEOPLE!!

what were they thinking? Eating shark fins?
Some stupid people think they can just like, cut off their fins,
and campak them back at the sea, bleeding like hell.
and then leave it to die.
Everyone knows they cant swim without fins.
Didnt ur damn kindergarten teachers ever told you that???!
So, people. say no, ABSOLUTELY NOT! to shark fin soups and all that.
And let those darn people go to hell!!!!
i love sharks. <3 dont hurt them
please!

hello! Im so darn happy ryte now, to be honest.
Beacause the monster is gone! yayyyy.
and tomorrow the other monsterr will be gone too. :D
happy happy happy. I've updated my myspace a bit, its been a long~ time.
recently im reading High School Debut.
Its really nice! Asami is a superr biatch,
eventho she looks super nice. :D
Haru-chan realize she's got feelings for
Yoh, But earlier Yoh said not to fall in love with him.
: )) Im so happyyyy!

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oh. I forgot.
school starts tomorrow.
shit.
Depressed.

Ohh ohh

i forgot.

HAPPY SUPERB 18th BIRTHDAY, YABU.

i love him lahhh.

It hurts. No, the the hurt feeling like all the emo do. (Which im not) but my tooth. I feel like giving a damn to that dentist. Today I got two teeth pulled out, forced. gigi kekaaaal. It doesnt hurt when my tooth was pulled out. It awfully hurts when the injected the bius. After that, ofcourse, you feel like a bum on the otherside. like you were bitten and it swollen really REALLY bad. Of course, I dont feel anything and i cant scratch and bite my lips everywhere. Last time I almost tried to eat my own lips. ouch. Braces on 31st january. Hell, I sumpah that would be like doomsday. :(

Recently, I posted something about 2009's missions. So i was thinking. Some of them really really are like, IMPOSSIBLE!

• Be taller. please, at least reach 140 cm by then!!!!
• Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man wise. XXX Impossible
  
• score something, dummie head!
• try to change, if ever possible.
• drink glasses of milk everyday and night. (but check the expiry date first)
• try not to mengumpat the teacher or anything
• behave nicely, for the sake of friends and sunway!
• be a bit more mature, tho i dont look like one. XXX impossible
  
• eat nutrition, not junks. XXXimpossible
  
• save more, spend less.
• make along buy me something nice. (well, iman got a psp)XXXimpossible
• try to be as educated as everrr. XXXimpossible
  
• study for 8a's in pmr babe!!
• exercise ; jog, soumersaults, monkeybars
• try get a size for: shoes and outfits
• try to like, or pretend to like study, eventho its killing
• save the earth, make peace for 2009

Hello, and a happy 2009. I hate her. I really do. why? because she's a monster. She's so evil, much more evil than the monsters and bad guys who attacked Townsville. And I am as innocent as the dumb Mayor of townsville. I HATE HERRR! That day, since my bed was only for two, she took my place, her bigg butt squished out the matrress. gr. And she took away my teddy! poor mr.teddy got squished too. And then, both drag sisters, overslept until 3 oclock, afternoon. So I thought they should just be put to sleep foreverr. With that, life wont get complicated no more! but, still. And today, I offered her a lollipop, for a tatse (surely that was a mistake) and the lollipop pop out her mouth, only the stick left. huuaaaa. So, If I have a permission to kill her, May I?? MONSTER MONSTER GRRR!